'Ashamed' ... Holly Hagan says she couldn't tell anyone about her boobs but pal Charlotte Crosby
GEORDIE Shore's Holly Hagan says she was left "petrified" after her boob implants flipped inside her.
The flame-haired reality TV star has revealed how she felt "disgusted" with herself when dropping two stone caused her
breasts to start sagging and her implants to begin moving around.
The 21-year-old, who has now gone under the knife again to fix her boobs, says the weight loss left her breasts looking
like udders with her nipples pointing to the ground.
And she says she became so ashamed of her body she refused to get naked in front of men for fear of leaving them
disappointed.
She revealed to Now magazine: "I’ve recently had my boobs done again and gone up to a 32FF because my last boob
job went wrong.
"A year and a half ago I noticed they were suddenly looking really saggy and in completely the wrong place.
"My nipples were pointing to the floor. I had the boobs of a 90-year-old woman – I’ve seen grannies with better boobs
than I had!
"I was disgusted. I never took my bra off. My boobs looked like udders and I could grab the implant with my fingers."
Holly, who has stripped off to reveal her new look boobs in the mag, added: "I’ve lost over 2st in the past two years. I was
12½st and a 32B a few years ago when I had the first boob job and went up to a 32FF.
"But when I lost weight they deflated down to a 32DD.
"I remember being in the shower and because there was so much saggy skin the implant could move around.
"It was flipping inside of me and turned back to front. It was scary. I was like: ‘What the hell’s happened?’
"I eventually managed to flip the implant back round by myself, but I was too scared to touch them or do anything. I was
petrified."
And Holly revealed how the way she looked left her feeling "devastated", "ashamed" and "depressed".
She said: "I cried so many times because when you’ve paid £4,000 for something you want to show them off.
"I had my first boob job when I was 18 and working in a call centre so I didn’t have much money.
"When I had my first op they told me they couldn’t fit such a large implant under the muscle and I believed them.
"They didn’t warn me about things that could happen to your boobs if you lose weight either.
"I was so ashamed of my body and became depressed.
"I showed my boobs to Charlotte [Crosby, her Geordie Shore co-star] but I couldn’t confide in anyone else.
"I wouldn’t even let my mum see them because I felt so ashamed.
"I felt under pressure to look nice and instead I was wearing padded bras to lift my boobs and try to make them look
better."
And Holly says she definitely couldn't get naked in front of a man.
Out now ... Now magazine
She added: "I was mortified by the state of my boobs.
"Boys expect something amazing and if I took my bra off they
would have been very disappointed."
Holly finally decided to get help to fix her breasts after
discovering the next series of Geordie Shore would be filmed
in Australia.
She added: "When I found out the next series was being filmed
in Australia and I’d have to wear a bikini I should have been
excited, but I just thought: ‘I can’t go because I’ll feel
uncomfortable.’
"So I decided to have them re-done first."
Holly has to have another op to remove excess skin from her
breasts, but after that she says she won't be having anymore
surgery.
She added: "My boobs aren’t finished yet. When I get back from
Australia I’m getting the excess skin taken away and the boobs
lifted.
"It’s a massive op but they’re worth it.
"I’ll never go under the knife again for vanity purposes though. If
I hadn’t absolutely needed them doing again I wouldn’t have
had them done.
"I won’t go through that pain again, ever."
Read the full feature in Now magazine, out now.
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